i m feeling low these days and have no one to talk about it.....

at times when things are not that good,
at times when its not what it should,
you look like, what you are not,
you do what you never would have thought,
the smile is fake, the words are fake,
everything about you just looks so fake,
when the luck ceases to be a part of you,
when life beats the shit out of you,
when heart feels heavy, its all you say,
i have been through worse and this too will pass,
someday someone would definitely ask,
what is it that you were trying to hide,
what is it that was at your odds,
and till then you just weep at nights,
the sleepless nights turn to daylight,
you then try to start another fresh day,
but that heaviness always stays,
and then when you won't realize,
it becomes a part of your daily life,
life goes on, they always say,
but this is what, they never say
life is not always just in you hands,
life is not always the way it was.....